I Don't

I don't want to talk
About what happened
Just for a little while
Because it's been seven years
Because I'm depleted
Because I spend
All of my money
Continually week by week
Repairing the damage 
Because the hurt is repeated
With every visit to the clinic
Every new pill
Every new diagnosis
Because if it weren't for them
I wouldn't be spending
My hard won time
My precious energy
Just holding on 
By my teeth
And sheer hope
Because I'm sick of crying
I don't want to talk