Want Me

As thirsty as I am
I will never 
Sip on you again
Not after you left
Me high and dry
Not after you went
And filled in the
Gaps made by me
With another

And I wonder
If she feels lonely
Around you
I wonder
If you let her cry
On her own
Running your words
Around and around and
Around until
She's stuck in sadness

And I wonder
Why you want me
Back again
And whether you
Truly thought I'd
Fall for the
Same old lies
The overtired
The tried too many
Times 
Excuses masking
Deviant desires

And I wonder
Why you keep on
Calling me calling me
Calling me leaving
Pitiful pleas
For attention
With no mention
Of how you 
Let us fall away
From connection

As hungry as I am
I will never
Take another
Mouthful of you
Not after you
Let me starve
As you hand fed
Another the fruits
Of my heart