CON/form

Walking around
With my unfuckableness
Sitting down
With my undesirableness
Talking aloud
With my unwantableness
Spitting on
Your uncomfortableness
Singing along 
With my bigfatugliness

July Haiku #7

Crosshatch cutting calm
Flesh rent into components
Serene catharsis

Blood Moon

Devil came for me
I stripped him for parts
Made pain into art

July Haiku #6

Family you choose
Hold your edges together
Keep your heart beating

Complicated

An inconvenience
Too complicated
When my flesh
Demands more
When my brain
Requires more
When my heart
Sings for more
Than you have to give
You want 
Rubberised holes
And the illusion
Of power, but
I don't play that way
I'm far more
Complicated

July Haiku #5

Rent paid with my blood
A thousand times over and
I want a receipt

Craft

Spirit on the whetstone
Honing an arrow of
Hope to carry me
Through the winter