spiral

i'm sure i'm overthinking this but i don't want to cause a rupture this time unusual for me not to just come out with it and see what happens next roll with the inevitable landslide of punches and wounding but no not this time this time i will simply be who i am and see if that brings me more a more agreeable mind-scape than my usual modus operandi of fuck first hurt later i'm sure i'm overthinking this but i don't want any more broken bones