CBD SUAW #2

urban dictionaries flick-tionaries fiction-airies faires co-op living is polished concrete floors & beams beams beams tea too tea & company & coordinated dreaming teaming teeming with peaces/pieces cheating this constraint thru candour candles of clamouring colour check in with the measured metronomic tapping keys disrupting time disrupting flesh facts felt deeply left outside with the doormats & the bird sounds bird calls third calls quiet but busy industrious chasing words ink chased with tea-dreams beneath the pith lies perfect virgin never-used never-abused flesh embryonic capsules of nectar/juice/fluid capable of changing time into sudden gentle warm & slow-moving sunlight subsumed by a kitchen kept serene amongst city schizophrenia help me out of this ordered way help me un-trap something sing-screaming on the liminal level left long ago stagnant but never sterile seeing something new now new now new nowness never off-limits simply shadowed by pre-programming pre-natal peri-nauseous peril peril peril peaceful/active passive/cancer cancel the aggressive embrace the softly spoken sibyl sent up from sense memories left behind by grandmother/crone to be found here in the third life the life that has always already been waiting for this becoming almost-born her iced for a century un-born by fireside conversation the storyteller braiding together to make new/old tapestries tastes like licorice lime light link leave the lovelorn looking out there & focus on fortunate spreads of cards now never was a wallflower take a chance on free free free from me of that before-the-her time from the she of the liquid lands i land succinctly softly on hourglass sands held by grandmothers gypsy woman ran away & made it up as she danced along long long long time ago still treads ahead of next to & behind me sometimes pulling sometimes pushing but always holding me palm to palm lines crossed with stories sent down thru generations germinations they are a coven inked within the borders of me i am the keeper of the fey-ways the forever-ways of being how did i know to follow those ravens rather than the others? signals always signals signals signals sent from feet to face & back again on highway synapses centuries of signal s & signifiers both static & serenaded silent & screamed surely i will stay like this this this arch-footed sentry at the gates of knowing-ness see me now rise & walk within the soundscape of signs heard only by my kind my kin clan queen duties belong to me making a home for my familiars making a place for my kindness no more clinical coldness no more castration no more no more no more now we warn one another & wake in storms soundly to the ring of bird-calls this week is an organising week a week of letting go & shifting away let the bumf fall away & make space within those three rooms heart soul mid you can pack away the sentimental donate the useful release yourself this is where you will be un-born dawn-faced & moon-caressed measured by metronomes flexible like flesh multi-modal born in the underneath-ness of our story-makings make a muse of me refuse to be mute mute mute jet streams of jangling joy